The onset of these darker evenings, and the thoughts of Christmas, remind me of those halcyon days of childhood which are so strong in my memory I was seven and could only dream of wonderful presents. I knew that mum and dad could not afford what I so dearly wanted, that wooden fort in the toyshop window, and for two years I had stood outside, just gazing at it, and those marvellous Scots soldiers in their kilts, red coats and white helmets lining the ramparts. The youngest of seven children, with very little money coming into the household, you soon realise that your own personal wants are not even mentioned, so I never told anyone of my hearts desire.
Let me convey you to our darkened bedroom on the evening of that Christmas Day. My two brothers were asleep. I lay between them in our large bed, and being the youngest had to sleep at the opposite end between their feet. Charlie was always on my left, and with him being shorter than Alf, I could get a clear vision over the top of his covered feet, so I always slept on my left side. What a day it had been. I loved Christmas, it was always so exciting, and this had been one of the most thrilling days of my life, and as it was drawing to a close, so we had been sent to bed.
I lay there, looking over Charlie's covered feet, at the faint glow at the window which was coming from the gas lamp outside. Even Jack Frost knew it was Christmas, as he had made his own decorations on the inside of the glass window panes, as our breath froze into the most wonderful shapes. They were like sparkling diamonds, and I wondered what part of that pattern was my own frozen breath, and if it was forming those intricate close knit patterns because we were brothers.
Before falling asleep, Charlie had blown out our candle, but I could still see my present in the faint glow from the window. It was the wooden fort, with its ramparts lined with those Scottish soldiers.
I could not believe it when I had been given it earlier that day. I used to stand outside that toyshop for such long periods just gazing in, that nearby stall holders, wearing mistletoe in their woollen hats, and faces glowing from their acetylene lamps, would nudge each other, and say to me, "You'll get it if your a good boy". Well I was good, or so I thought, and miserably think to myself, 'I can't even tell them what I want.' The man from the toy shop came out and spoke to me on a few occasions, and I asked him what regiment it was, and after peering in, he said, "Why, their the Camerons, a Scottish Regiment and their fighting in a country called Afghanistan right now."
My sister Kit had read us several stories written by a man called Kipling, and one story was about those Afghans sweeping down the Khyber Pass to ravage and ransack India, and they had been doing this for hundreds of years. As he spoke, I was with that regiment marching up the pass, kilts swirling, bagpipes playing, returning the fire from the mountainsides.
Dad had carried that fort into the parlour with the soldiers lining the walls, and I could not believe my eyes. They were the Camerons. I was so filled with emotion that I felt tears coming into my eyes, but brushed them away, knowing that boys don't cry like girls, but wondered how on earth did they know what I had wanted. Mum said, "The shopkeeper told us what you wanted, and how you had been so good for business just gazing in, he sent you these as a present," She produced another box with a further 12 Camerons inside.
Dad said, "There was this one who had a leg broken in the shop, and was going to be thrown away. I told the shopkeeper that you might like him. "As I took this one, the one with the leg missing, I realised that here was a hero. He had lost his leg fighting those Afghans. As I looked at my fort in the faint light, there he was, in a position of honour standing to attention in the uppermost tower.
British troops are still fighting those Afghans all these years later, and now they have their American colleagues with greater fire power to stand beside them.
It was the following summer, the exact circumstances elude me, but during a visit to our home by some relation, I was given a whole sixpence to spend, and I went to the market to buy something I had long coveted. As I crossed the road to enter the market, I saw a man sitting on the pavement with his back resting against the wall. A crutch leant against the wall beside him. The poor man only had one leg, which was stretched out in front of him, and beside it a soldier’s Glengarry cap which had a few coins in it. The poor man was begging.
As I was passing, he picked up the cap to take out the few coins, and I saw the most beautiful silver badge on the cap. I read the word Camerons.
I put my sixpence in his cap.